Monday, June 14, 2010
SERIOUSLY.
當男人用他們的下半身去想事情時，常常都會做錯事。
希望那件事有一個圓滿的結局，希望他們能把傷害減到最低。
真的應驗了我的一句話：男人靠地住，母豬會上樹。
take everything with a pinch of salt man. what you see may not be what it is the truth. warning to self: beware of the undercurrents beneath the calm surface.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
減稱＜＜男女戰平＞＞，是一部以男女愛情觀做為題材，描述了男女之間的愛恨情仇，那心靈上不願意長大的男女，那被這時代所污染的男女在處理愛情時的態度和男女對比此的看法。是說，男女之間的戰爭都是因為他們在這時代常常混淆了無知與天真，幼稚和純真。。。
我非常喜歡劇中加入了很多現今媒界的很多新資訊和哽，讓整個劇的故事變的很生活化！
還有，就是一些經點句子讓我影響深刻。
"没有听过? 這不是你的错!"
劇中是在描述某人從某某某高級音樂學院求學的，是間非常出名的音樂學院。。。
我覺得這句子帶有點諷刺的成份，有點像是在提醒我們不要被周圍的事物所矇閉，應該嘗試去探所周邊一些不為人知的事物，開拓自己的視野。
"因為害怕受傷害，所以不敢去愛"
劇中女生為了避免被傷害而演飾自己的感情，男生也一樣。至到小天使出來把他們兩對彼此的感覺說出來。。。
這句子和我起了共鳴，因為，我也是抱著這種心態來處理我的感情。。。
這劇也有在處理ki-dult (kid + adult) 的理論，是說我們這一輩的人活在傳媒的宣染之下，一直活在外大人，內小孩的心態，不能長大。我能在我周圍的朋友，甚至在我自己身上找到導演所班演的劇情,因而感到慚愧.IT's TIME TO GROW UP!
Friday, October 02, 2009
我真的不明白，这么一个人的情绪可以起伏那么大？尤其是男生。女生还可以怪她的荷尔蒙失调。哈哈！
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
歌手：陈洁仪 专辑：那天那夜
<<喜欢你>>
喜欢你
给我你的外衣
让我像躲在你身体里
喜欢你
借我你的梳子
让我用柔软头发吻你
喜欢你
车窗上的雾气
彷佛是你的爱在呼吸
喜欢你
那微笑的眼睛
连日落也看作唇印
我喜欢这样跟着你
随便你带我到哪里
你的脸
慢慢贴近
明天也慢慢地慢慢清晰
我喜欢你爱我的心
轻触我每根手指感应
我知道
它在诉说着你承诺言语
(music)
喜欢你
车窗上的雾气
彷佛是你的爱在呼吸
喜欢你
那微笑的眼睛
连日落也看作唇印
我喜欢这样跟着你
随便你带我到哪里
你的脸
慢慢贴近
明天也慢慢地慢慢清晰
我喜欢你爱我的心
轻触我每根手指感应
我知道
它在诉说着你承诺言语
(music)
我喜欢这样跟着你
随便你带我到哪里
你的脸
慢慢贴近
明天也慢慢地慢慢清晰
我喜欢你爱我的心
轻触我每根手指感应
我知道
它在诉说着你承诺言语
我喜欢这样跟着你
随便你带我到哪里
你的脸
慢慢贴近
明天也慢慢地慢慢清晰
我喜欢你爱我的心
轻触我每根手指感应
我知道
它在诉说着你承诺言语
我知道
它在诉说着你承诺言语
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
wells. experienced plenty of first times in HK.
travelling out alone, sitting in a HK cab, xiao ba, da ba, hostel life, visiting HK for the first time. shopping like the end of the world, carefree, just pure fun, play, sit the mtr, the ferry, up the peak (twice already), seen the victoria harbour and the symphony of lights twice. having a big campus tt's at least twice the distance vertically and horizontally from NTU, met new friends, met common friends, meeting ppl who really care, meeting the locals, meeting the foreigners, feeling homesick, appreciating the amenities and conveniences that spore provides, htht, bitching, suaning, visited macau, entered a casino, went gambling, experience a backpackers travel, going to taiwan next!
well. abt what i can think about at 1.53am, 4th week into HK :)
and. of course. experiencing a no.3 and no.8 typhoon and nearly got blown away. haha.
literally, and figuratively. :)
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
i think the lyrics is meaningful :)
will update more when i m feeling less lazy hee.
歌手：戴爱玲 歌曲：对的人
你问在我心中
是否还苦恼
那次受伤
否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照
我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角那次流过的泪
让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到
与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱
海阔天高
喔--- 耶----
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现
Monday, June 22, 2009
About one of the only things good about the channel 8 show at 9am now ;p
<<寂寞光年>> - 刘力扬
是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己疼惜
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走
看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由
Sunday, June 21, 2009
in the end. only ur ability matters. FACEIT. this is how the society works.
becoming nonchalent.
closing up, closing in.
要喜怒不颜于色。
counting down to my disappearance.
i will just put in my everything for that 1 set.
finish up the job. and get out.
maybe i am never a true sportswoman after all.
maybe...
when commitment and effort does not translate to appreciation and results.
when commitment is being forgotten over talent.
when commitment gives no returns.
what will one think?
sounds depressing?
my biggest regret of my db chapter.
no medal to my name. no results.
IN LIFE. ONLY THE RESULTS MATTER. nth else.
no one will know how much pressure there is to be in a TEAM B position through out.
i didnt feel it until i went for the interview last week.
compare and comparisons.
aHHHHHHH f-ish-ing hell.
it sucks to be a jack of some trades, master of none.
my tears just came down while i was on the bus trip to sihui's house. i just couldnt help it.
i think i am just chui.
it's like dejavu.
CO was like tt.
DB is still coming to end like that.
ACCT is also like that.
what the hell.
I m just a born loser.
always never the first choice
never ever the winner
always playing 2nd fiddler.
I HATE MYSELF.PERIOD.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
due to my.. lack of sleep? haha.i had a damn weird dream last night..
it was something along the lines tt i can finally drive cars..
and somehow.. me and another person were escaping away from some other ppl who were chasing us.. and i had to drive TY's big big car..i think i gek qiang drive the big car.. and cos i didnt drive her big car before.. i sort of took the accelerator as the brake.. and i use my full force and step it.. imagine her 2.7l car.. whooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. and bang i got into an accident.
the dream is like -_-'||
and when i woke up.. i rmb that i did comment that TY's car is really big and a waste of petrol cos it's 2.7l. rofl.
what a dream!
~~~
would be starting internship on the 29th of June.
and after the interview, my job prospects looks v bleak for 2010.
wtf. gpa 3.5 to get a job at the big four? tian arh.
i m so chui. :(
sigh. take a step at a time ba.
and my eye-candy has been missing from my sight for quite sometime.
probably time to find another one? haha.
rofl.
tsktsk.
and finally. i can feel my motivation coming back for the upcoming race. which is good. cos last week was lull period for me. mmm!
and.. counting down to my last few trainings as a competitive rower for smu dragonboat.
mmmmm.. kind of sad. but there's always a time to leave, to close the chapter and to start another one. o wells. :)
will cherish my last few sea sessions with my team mates..
and it will be time to write the full stop at june race/SDBF/PM cup 2009 @ the marina barrage.
the full stop to my chapter of being a competitive rower for TEAM SMU Dragonboat. :D
