I believe that i could, and i will.

start of new sch term.
start of new classes
start of new hopes
start of new relationships
start of new events
start of new competitions

hope the whole term goes well for me, for everyone.
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i really miss my summer hols!
it's going to be my longest ever hols for a long long time if my plan for next year gets thru =D
*crossing fingers*

went to denise's 21st bdae party on sun. got her a new yellow nike bag, which i hope she likes! =D
left at 9+ cos quite sian diao, with only 3 of us (excluding bryant +denise.)
but the place is posh i have to say.
nice atmostphere too.
but since i was with guys, it's hard to cam-whore. so not much photos! haha..

thanks to kenneth, i got a ride to marina south to meet my p sch friends! really a last min decision
o man, how each one of us have changed, and still can mix well as a grp! i like it. =D
had desserts at this place.. M something.. at raffles city=D nice nice nice! 50% after 10pm hee.
and thanks to zhen chang, i got to cab home. ha. since he offered to send me home! diaozzzz*
looking fwd to more outing! next one at sinpang, next fri. but i wonder if i can go anot.. mmmm...
cos apparently it clashes with CCA day? haha.. like, the post-CCA day activities.haha..

well, talking abt CCA day, it dawns light on DB stuff.
training on sat was damn freaking cold, cos it was damn freakin pouring! argh.

and CCA day! yes, excited for it to be over with. =D i want my job well done!
and then regatta! manning booth and timings for it.
and then SSU sports awards nite! hope the team is good=D

and tt's all folks! =D

time to gear up for the new acad yr 2007/2008 Term 1!
and mug
and mug
and mug mug mug!

and seah is a freaking clubber! wahahahahha. club so many times!!!! hahaha....=p

ah.
counting down to the last few days of my summer hols 2007! omg.

thursday was spent in sch cutting and pasting the CCA DAY freebies. and having fun. hah. and koppping stuff! hahaa...

friday!
spending quality time shopping with my gorgeous-es! my db gals! =D
though full attendance wasnt achieved, but ya, we had a great time today! haha.. yea!
a girls outing well done! =D
had dinner at blu jaz cafe, then walked to liang seah st for dessert! yum yum.

and heard some juicy gossips.

sometimes i really wonder.
some guys complain tt gals can b very hard-hearted when it comes to breaking up.
wat abt the other way round?
like how easily a guy can hurt a gal, so fast, so quickly. and dun care abt wat happened.
(paiseh, jus feeling abit angry for my friend. and really changed my perspective abt the guy.)
like how heartless can the guy get?
his actions does speak for his character. so conclusion: this guy is not worth my friend's tears.

i do believe that on the eqm theory, there are gals who hurt guys, and guys who hurt gals in a r/s.
by how much, that's another story. but then, the thing is, it can happen in both directions.
so ppl shld just stop complaining abt the other gender. and whining in self-pity or scolding the opp gender, to the extend of losing confidence of going into another r/s. cos when they get hurt, they also have the ability to hurt others back. juz tt it didnt happen this time only.

i think the above para didnt sound sound. so ya. forget it, whoever read it. haha.

and then other fren of mine ask, "have u ever thot of getting attached..?"
and my reply: "well, it's not really up to me to decide whether i get attached anot."
seems pessimistic huh. i think it's quite passive.
cos i m a believer of "wat belong to me shall come to me, cos what doesnt wld not appear at all."
yup. passive i noe.
but i do believe in tt. (i cant make it sound nicer, but ya. u get wat i mean..)

CCA day is getting into full gear. and SMU regatta too! yea!
cant wait for the events to be over! =D
then i can realy start mugging!
hai.
my summer hols is ending really really really soon! -sob-

There goes my 20th bdae. at the strike of 12am.

today was spent...
cutting my tiramisu cake with my parents=D thanks!
shopping with xiaoting at vivocity...
then met gra, sat fergie's car into sentosa...
ha.. bbq has alr started..
and all the orgg comm ppl were there =D
had some food. then there came my bdae cake! thanks to gra for baking it =D it's really nice. hee.
then the few gals left early. cabbed home.

thanks to my parents for all that was given to me the past 20 years=D *cries*
thanks to seah, boon kian, ccl, sihui, cheryl, alvin, weiling, richard, joel, sheralyn, alina, rachel toh, yelin, jieying, kian boon, nina, karene, mayvis, joanna for the greetings=D
thanks to gra and org comm for the cake =D

there goes my tens. helloz twenties! =)
there goes my bdae celebrations. if there was one.

i promise myself, no sighing, no crying, must be strong and independent and face against all odds. even if i m the only one left on earth. what am i talking abt? haha.. and no pessismistic thots gal!
stay happy and strong!
stay well! =D

helloz! been MIA for 2 weeks le.. got miss me not? hahaaa...

well well..
Run3 was good. went to sch to stay overnite. and wokeup freaking early to do work for the freshies reporting. but missed the opening video. -sad-.
OBS was all up and ready for operations. and then it was water bomb wrapping..haha..wrap till half way.. i think i went into the room to sleep for like 3hrs.. till dinner time! goodness.
chaos! food for freshies was not enuff durng lunch. so had to do individual giving out during dinner. which i m in charge of. haha.. o wells. =)worked well withi khine and kat. =D
had supper at simpang. thanks to elisa for driving=D

day 2. bored bored bored. played music from lappie. and power snapped. so there goes my 2 hrs of entertainment. haha.. played songs thru speaker and wrapped water bombs again.. i m damn expert at it alr i think. haha..
campfire: wa. lots of logs ppl. had a fun time with the mambo session after tt.. everyone quite high! =D

final challenge! woohoo!
soap opera rocks the house! throwing water bombs is damn damn fun!!!! haha.. and getting wet all over.. some hiccups here and there.. but it was alrite! =). cleaning up was horrendous. haha.. get wet get wet get more wet! haha.. then showered in the flooded rooms.omg...damn damn funny!!!!! screaming from all of us..haha.. omg..
then had org comm grp photos. it's damn cool=D i love ftb! i love logs! heee...




RUN 4
day 0. stay over again. ate dinner at marina sq. then took photos along city link and concourse with tey and gra! damn comical! hahahahah...
helped things here and there... then showered. then slept liaoz! slept along the corridors of SIS. haha.. damn shiok.=D

day1: woke up on time. do the usual things. and chiong to watch the video! i think it's damn cool! professional done! well done progs! then chop chop all the freshies were sent up the bus. and off we go to the last run!!! woohooo!!!~~~~
Paul is on this run, sihui facil this run too =D
hee.. then logs set the record time of 1 day, wrapping more than 1600 bombs. 3 full rows! which i forgot to take photos! sian. damn fast and efficient eh we! =D
nite acitivity was kind of bored. went to visit ppl. had fun watching gra and fergie fight it out! hahaha.. have it on video on glenn's cam. haha..
then it was packing and sleep. sleep. =D ending off with nice krispy crepes from aust, compliments of raymond from progs=D

day2: really bored since we finished the water bombs yest. played monopoly with khine! won her flat! haha.. =p then it was slacking ard taking photos of the activities.. talk cock session.. water gun session at rafting.. haha.. then campfire! cool music.. but few ppl frm logs and progs left. hai. quite down at times. then went to join in the mambo dancing =D andrew reall really like to sing openly, mahchiam his own concert! haha..
then it was preparation for final challenge! haha.. had fun doing the paper marche pails for the last time, and playing with flour with daniel wong, eileen, tey and ariel. hahahahaha.. omg.. mahchiam small kids.. and then dear yih huat and daniel comes shooting with water guns. argh! haf to dodge the guns lor.. damn cold water frm the water cooler.. hahaaa... and poor sihui ganna sabo-ed in midst the water showers! haha.. =p. showered. and went for supper! simpang has super nice cheese fries.=D=D=D damn fun chatting with this bunch of ppl! =D

day3: slept at 4.20am. woke up 6.30am. sey lor.. then had to rush for the ice delivery. and then they came late! but lucky i got the uncle to drive in nearer to the place.. and he nv charge me gst! haha.. whoops.. nv seen a full truckload of ice in my whole life. =p. then it was back to soap opera for shooting the 1st wave! heee.... =D sian..cld get sihui's grp for the 1st wave. so kant hit them. haha.. bleah.
standing there also ganna shot everywhere with wtaer lor.. haha... but it's damn FUN!!!! fun fun fun!!!!! =D
then i cycled down to caterpillar to help out=D then apparently we collapsed quite early. so went to help out at ending pt. slacked there.. chit chat. played with flour again. haha.. thanks to xiuling. ;p. then as i was helping grp 120 to tk photos.. daniel micheal got another facil to "borrow" the cam frm me.. and then splashed me flat with a whole pail of sandy water la! thanks ah! =+= pui pui pui. damn disgusting lor!! imagine pouring sand at ppl. haha.. ewwww~~~. then decided to siam in alr.. haha.. help move stuff back to logs room. and started packing!. orh`````..
efficeintly done. then it was kopping things time! haha...
then went back to sch earlier with the lorry and logs! and started moving everything back to the ftb room.

it feels sad to see the logs room in obs empty. cos it signifies the end of ftb.
no more fun, no more ard fun ppl.
the end of all the fun. the start of horrendous sch.

just cant imagine all the logs things for a camp can be squeezed into tt room. really really proud of logs! =D
and now, all ftb 2007 is left with the memories, the laughter, the sweat, the jokes, the chaos, the memories, the photos, the r/s made.
i will MISS FTB 2007! =D
and of course, the post-ftb celebrations tml.haha.. hope it's good =D

then it's all out for DB stuff alr.
haha..
CCA day, SMU regetta at raffles marina(ironically at TUAS)=D
and i m contributing a hefty 620 postcards from all my collections. all is extras! wahahhaha...

and shoppping part 4 with db gals on 17th.

and i have another dilemma.
6H outing on 19th Aug, my friend's bdae party on 19th Aug too. HUMPH. now i really dunnoe wat to do. which one to go? or go both? haha..

and must chiong finish all the shows tt i am watching before sch starts! bleah.. must stop watching le! damn addictive lor! bleah.

and bye bye tens, hello twenties! in 4hrs and 6mins time....=S
wonder wat wld be there for me at the strike of the 12am clock.*ponders*