common thing across all aspects of my life: I was never the first choice. :(

hoho.
ended work yesterday...mm.. actually feels sad that i m leaving kpmg. hee.
=) have met nice managers, seniors, and fellow interns!
thanks for being there, and making my whole internship experience fruitful.=D

haha. next. the supposedly "mambo" session. =)
haha. was quite sian at first cos keep changing location. haha. went ard the clubs drinking the free drinksss...then finally ended up in MOS, opened chivas. didnt drink much though. wasnt as high as some1! hahahahahaah. =p. chilll. luckily didnt puke or KO. hoho =p. pls exercise some self control can, tt some1. ahhahahaa..

aye. can i pass the swimming test? mmmmmmmmm....

whew.
sports camp 2008 SHAZAM is finally over! :)
damn it. didnt take any photos! :(

and have to suffer alot of shit from a lot of ppl + my own screwing up of things of course.
argh.
nvm. at least it is over le. over and done with!
and plss i need SOME peace. shhhh. stop spreading the nonsense ppl!

thanks to the Hey gals, sorry gals, yes gals! (muiyi and melissa) for helping me out. thanks alot alot alot.
and yih huat! for being nice and lending me items on a last min basis, even though it was my own fault! thanks alot alot alot!
though they wldnt see this, but i really got to thank them :))

=D

yes.. and last day of work tml! and my manager ask me help her do something. haha. o wells. i will try my best to do as much! ;p but she's a nice manager to work with. heeee....=D hope to stay in touch with her! hee..

and yes.
tml is wednesday. *rubs hand in glee*

i need 24 hours to sleep in, tt's all i ask for NOW

hope sports camp goes well.

yes, and really it is.

due to the accident. OSL has came up with the rule that goes like this "for all water sports club, all members must either show their swim certs, or take the test which comprises of the following:
1. Swim 50m nonstop
2. Thread water 3mins
3. Drownproof test for 1 min.
If not, the person will not be allowed to go down for sea training sessions, nor races.

F.
your dear student here does not know how to swim.
big time crisis:
her penang race is in 3 weeks. and last submission/changes of names is 2 weeks before the race. so technically speaking, the test will be conducted this week or the coming week in order to facilitate any changes in names.
F.
how does one from a noob who knows nothing about swimming, learn swimming and pass all 3 tests within a span of 8 days?
F!
this is so totally not fair. SORRY NO OFFENCE. but let me vent my frustration.
"it feels as thou 1 haf been slapped w a yellow card by no fault of theirs, n if u dont accept it n change in a week, u will be slapped w a red card."
F.
i so totally cannot believe the turn of events.
and this comes along with the 2nd bad news of the night.
DB has been taken out of sports camp 2008.
BLEAH!
and all new members are expected to noe how to swim before they can join.
WTF. then how we conduct clinics. win liao lor. might as well close down le. no clinics = no freshmen!
F F F.

ok. i know it's all a safety issue. and no one wants to be responsible if anything happens. BUT ppl need to uds that circumstances are different across different CCAs. if we have done our part for safety, why shld we be penalized? i dun uds the logic.

I FREAKING DONT WANT TO GO TO PENANG AND R n R only. i rather give up my place. seriously.

SDBF 2008 came and left. leaving Team smu with womens 4th place in semi finals (open cat)
mens (1st in heats, 2nd in Semi finals, and 6th in finals for mens open cat), and last in PM cup, considering the fact tt it was a back to back race, we have improved alot :)

mmmm.
i would say the team has grown from strength to strength, have progressed so much from last yr.
i m loving this team alot. :)
and i really hope ppl stay with me longer. but, ppl are leaving the team already. which is quite sad. :(

now with the upcoming crazy training schedule, i feel abit stressed. yes, even before sch starts. 5 trainings during school term. i dunnoe whether i can cope not. mmmm.
and i m doing 5 mods this coming sem. bidding with a lot of ppl, (school mates, ms ng and boyfriend. haha)
i hope somebody (god, my angel, myself can pull me through) seriously.

received an sms tt came too late.
mixed feelings abt it. (stupid me thinking too much again)
aye. life.

argh.
nth goes well in my personal life
it is falling apart,
my academic side has never been there.
myself. just trying to pick up the pieces and move on.
but who cares.

crying does not help.
crying only makes u tired and gains nth out of it.
crying will only bring the whole atmosphere down.
so stop crying and be positive.
channel the last bits of positive energy to create positive aura and luck. and bring everything up again...



enuff of emo-ing.
had the sports camp mock camp yest. for my side. logs was ok. but the facils themselves were not enthu at all. whcih totally sucks? and my dear programs team is totally not working tog. which is bad bad bad.
hope everything goes well tml for the meeting.

experienced a breach of trust. which totally came unexpected, making it even harder for me to trust guys anymore. and having doubts with one's level of trust for others is really detrimental, and mind-boggling. argh.
sux sux sux.






really sad that the sailor just passed away like this. though he's not my friend, but he's my friends' friend. so it affected them alot. thou i only had a couple of encounters with him, but i feel sad for him.
pray that you rise up to heaven, rest peacefully. and bless ur friends that you have left behind.