ahh..finally found the test tt my friends has mentioned eons ago..


HUMANMETRICS
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp


Your Type is ISFJ
Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Strength of the preferences %
78 62 50 1


argh the word 'introverted' is seen again...haizz...


mm...today started off on a rather emotional note...cried while standing in the central plaza? reporting to esther tan...sian..really you li shuo bu qing lor...
1. do u really expect 1 to take into account of jams, accidents, rain etc etc etc...n like leave house 2 hrs before the stipulated time? heloz...
2. she dun get the pt of being paiseh to ask other ppl to compromise with the time.
3.n heloz, i know wat's the habit of punctuality.! dun ASSUME that i dunnoe..
this sucks.


enuff of the unhappy conversation..


haizz....and the sch day ended chiong-ing ard to photocopy stuff etc etc etc...n i realized i haf consult for like all my subj..excerpt chem...which i didnt bother to ask...no pt...i study myself is better than facing her n get all frustrated and cant get my qns answered.


haha...n i haf become the mobile road directory centre la...within 3 days 2 person ask me how to go to a place..via wat bus route or bus no. etc etc etc....really shld charge. hahahah...


hmm..dun think i will go for jixun la...sorry jieying..if u read this...though u r prob at the council chalet now haha...


as for kangle? mm..no news = no kangle ba? since it's by indirect contacting...nv contact me i will just conclude no kangle ba.....


actually chiong finish the GOLDEN FAITH DVD like on monday? the last episode has to hang at 11mins 20s ..so the finale for spore is like next friday? which happens to conincide with the nitewalk ba? cos i doesnt make sense to put a ya zhou game on the first day or the last day? so i figured out it shld be on friday? *provided it's still on* o wellz..


with the start of the hols for j2, it means the start of intensive mugging! i seriously dun hope to get an O for any of my subj? since i m ALREADY in the UNDERPERFORMING LIST. n the CT is not doing anything or such. n i seriously dun wish for my parents to have to meet the CT..argh....my parents will just skin me alive n scold me until i buay-tahan? sianz...


will be planning out my revision schedule or anything tt gives an indicator of my progress in revision.


it's not that i dun want to study, it's just i find tt i cant retain information as fast as last time. n i dunnoe y. do the tutorial, put away, the next second i forget how to do the qn totally? how? wld i be suffering frm a study disorder in any way? i dunnoe. i really dunnoe...


this is a real long blog..


mm..ALL THE BEST TO HC CHOIR PERFORMANCE TML! paiseh for not going, cos there's tjc co performance same time at SCH.. so betwn the 2, i end up choosing the 3rd option. not going. to be fair to both sides.


mm..as for hcco? shld be ponning a few practices out of the 8. cld care less. studies is my priority now. CO watever la.. be realistic. at the end of the day. ppl's first attention is placed on your academic result. this is the sad reality of spore society.


of cuz, i wld need a break.
any1 wanna go k? go bowl? go watch movie-esp madagascar? sms me or tag. =)


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as of 26 may~[32 days to BT2][109 days to prelims][166 days to As][179 days to the end]

hmm...didnt bother to put a title....
mm..my day....went to sch early to REPORT...tada! she was late....wasnt even at her table at 8..dot dot dot.....ok....so wrote a note n left....then stone for 2 periods....sleep read notes etc...then maths lect then meet up with wendy n amelia...then physics lect....which started like damn late...then seah asks abt the bus direction of 518..-_-' haha...when i was busy copying the physics notes..*bleah*
then the feedback session with the AC of the fac...was late cos weiguo JUST rmb-ed...o well..went...stoned...didnt get to eat...(...) then went back to class bench...stone..went canteen..rush to the bus...to toa payoh for netball finals! the game started off with a bad note...HC against ACJ...ACJ pulled the difference in marks further with every quarter...eventually we lost...53-31. felt sad for the netball...they cldnt retain their champion trophy for the 9th consecutive time...n the std abit not there today...the speed, the reaction, the teamwork...acj did a fairly better job then them. no offence. this is wat i felt.


the no. of supporters are pathetic can. if hc have sent more ppl down? it might be better morale-wise. against the ever noisy acj.


was just thinking...if this were to happen on dhsco..*choychoychoy* how wld i feel..surely i will feel sad. n cry my heart out...


another thing...i just hate it when i am expected to noe something when no1 tells me? heloz? makes sense? DOT DOT DOT.


on a happier note, my parents now are like addicted to watching da chiang ling(this korean -chinese show abt chang jin's life experience into becoming a yi nv? which is rather hot now in hk taiwan n china.) they r still watching it...and it's in cantonese! haha...dotzz...


felt guilty..slept frm 7-930...haizz..must chiong ah! how can like tt...

today....haiz.z...just as i thot all was going well..i had to mess up my combi of chemicals in each container! argh...
today...sucks....i haf to report to sch at 7.15am tml morning like watever shit...n i SUSPECT IS MY CT SABO ME 1...SHE SUCKS...
seriously....i m not like taking my own taxi lor...it's 3 person taxi ya....though the 2 ppl can be as early as we want.. the LIMITING FACTOR IS MY FRIEND"S DAD? heloz....is his taxi.not us? ARGH...SUCKS!... on time jiu hao le wat..still need to go her table see her sign cRAP...argh..
y i suspect is her...
1. my 2 other friends nv ganna the thing....cos same taxi= late not late also the same no. of times...
2. esther tan...thou she is my fac AC...but..my other friend also in the same fac...so it cant be the fac thing....


conclusion: just plain suay to haf her as my ct n chem teacher...period.


tml finally no CO...when i wished there was..so tt i can pon! haahhaha.,.=p..cos tml netball finals! watching! 4/8 j2 netballers in my class lehz.,..=p..haha....jiayou! u all can get the 1st! =)


mm...just wondering..who is going for dhsco kangle in june? if any of u r reading this...


noticed something...pretty scary thou...shall not comment...period.

CHIONG...
aiyo..nv chiong so much things within tt few hrs of my hwa chong sch life....
chiong hm to get the note pads...chiong to sch but was late...chiong finish my essay to go support bball finals...chiong to hand in the CIP records for my class...chiong to photocopy spa exercise frm my friend...chiong to get a burnt cd frm my another friend...chiong to get the bus to toa payoh stadium..chiong to take taxi to toa payoh stadium...chiong to parkway parade to buy things and makan...chiong to VJ for the concert...chiong to eat....
SUAY...
after the concert....got kinda stranded there as alll my friends...either going hm (not tampines way), go pat tuo, go out with other VJ kias...so..i took a bus to change dear bus 15...got stranded there for 45 mins...NO 15 BUS CAME AT ALL. HOW INTERESTING....then at 11.45..aftet 45 mins of waiting...3 15 buses came...how suay...and i have a runny nose and sleepy head all the way back hm..reach hm mother start nagging..dad gives black face..argh..i had enuff..it's all my fault...i shld have just pang sey every1 and zao hm early.


the concert wasnt too bad....at least i didnt fall asleep despite being tired...primero and chinyong did a good job..esp primero..haha....change job liao la...gaohu kia go percussion..muahahah...ho sey!


the bball match in the afternn was exciting too! girls match was thrashing win by hc against vj (68 - 34) tt's double the score...and boy's match....really really close fight between hc n tj..tj won by 8 pts. (73 - 65)? somewhere there la....damn wasted for hc ppl....haizz..sad....


tt's my day for you. wat a nice day when all ur friends pang sey, and the bus pang seys u too. argh.


SOME pEOPLE are just DUH...cannot stand them. period. it gets on my nerve. u noe who u r. so just bug off..

sometimes, i really wonder, how much does it take to like/love some1 for so long...

been rather busy even after SYF ... wat the..the homework just piles up exponentially, with a normal distribution..BLAHBLAH BLAH..tt's STATS..argh....


this sucks...some how, i tink i will fail my As? this just sucks....


the week starts with a long day....going easier towards wednesday...n is harder to end on fridays...in terms of tutorial periods and the number og tutorial...this just suck


some ppl have just unknowing hurt me some way or another...


i m never a smart person..i m just plain stupid...maybe it's just tt i dun use my brains at all...
i m never a highflier... i m insignificant...
i m leading life as it comes...tutorial after tutorial...
yes, some ppl might say tt as a student, life is not abt results...but come on, face it... it IS..no results, no priority in watever courses, scholarship, jobs etc etc etc...the effects always set in, no matter wat..tt's reality in spore...
besides i m a mediocre student..i m...i nv ever use my brains...i am a stick-in-the-mud....i dun deny tt..i hate changes definitely...some pt of time in my life changed my sense of direction in life..some how or another...they might not noe but it did...


as i m typing this..i m crying..no joke...maybe crying is the only way to destress myself. this just suck.


friends come and go....ppl change...tt i can uds..but wat if friends nv last? wat if they just fade away suddenly? i tink i will just die...not like i haf many friends in the first place though. just hate this feeling of being seen as a guai person..i M NOT! nobody uds me at all..neither do i to myself. this is so ironic...do u tink i like keeping quiet? no! it's juz tt i m afraid of saying the wrong things, at the wrong times, which i ALWAYS do..screwing up watever tt was given to me. this just suck..


as we go higher up ( in terms of education), one wld feel more lost...(in terms of the space tt we spend our time on. frm kindergarden to p sch to sec sch, to jc, to uni, to the work place...the space just gets bigger...i m feeling v lost alreadi..


somehow, i got an premonition tt i wld not n will nv be successful in life..(hopefully not) but judging frm wat i have achieved in this 18 yrs of life.. i wld say..nth..it's a horizontal line across the horizontal axis tt represents time, vertical axis representing success level. this just suck.


well...to u readers out there....if all the above sound sucidal to you.. fret not... feeling much better after typing all tt garbage out in words. back to MECH 8 tutorial. this just SUCK. where did ani 1 find such a high power vacuum machine tt can suck so many things forever? =S

SYF is finally over le!!!! THOUGH i m happy for hc but..some how..felt tt the results were rather unjustified....u mean HC's std is so high ah? we screwed up alot of places too.... i believe tt schs like VJ, n TJ are almost on par with us lorz....n ..heloz...NJ got to perform? i just cant believe it...
some how...i dun feel exactly as happy as how others r feeling abt hc winning..u noe..as in there is no victorious feelings abt being the only GWH cos we r realy good? o wellz..label me as anti-social/ bias ba...but the other teams r real good too..
maybe...
1. the tian shi di li ren he.
-our song was composed by a hk composer? (or izzit?) n so happened this time there were 2 hk judges....
-we were the 2nd sch? so sort of set the std
2. the song....
-quiet mostly....which the judges comments have mentioned time n time again...
3. the judges opinion..(which shld play the biggest part)
-they like it then good..they dun like then too bad...
dunnoe la...dun feel tt we r TT outstanding..


here r the results:
in order of appearance
1. NJ gold
2. HC gold with honours
3. AC silver
4. SA bronze
5. VJ gold
6. JJ silver
7. NYJ silver
8. MJ silver
9. TJ gold
10. TPJ silver
11. RJ gold
12. YJ bronze
13. AJ gold
14. PJ bronze


the 2 schs selected for the JULY SYF presentation is hc n nj....


after the results..cried twice..once there...for a rumour tt my friend told me...n after going hm...stupid dad..let me fa lao sao also cannot...scold me back instead!@ argh!!!!!


so the 5 schs for SYF presentation for CHINESE ORCHESTRA ARE
1. DHSCO
2. NYGHCO
3. TCHSCO
4. HCCO
5. NJCCO


notice tt besides DHSCO..all the others come frm the same BUKIT TIMAH HILL.or road rather...haha...just being lame..


o wellz...after syf...it's back to normal sch day...sian..haf a lot of catching up to do..=S
o wellz...tt's for now...i wanted to kb some more 1...but tink alot of ppl will kill me so ya..leave tt for tml..

omg...it's tml...n i seriously dun feel prepared enuff for something like tt...o wellz..wat to do...ti tian you ming ba!


wishing all the best to HCCO, VJCO, RJCO, TJCO for SYF tml! that's where all the dhs peeps tt i noe are at....haha...jiayouz!!!!!!! GWH!!!!!!


cya ppl tml! =)


all the best to choir n band too for wed n thur..but for now....all the good luck shall be on CO first..ahhh..=) i hafta wake up so so early...goodness....hope everything goes right tml! =)