孙燕姿 <自选辑>
Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough


I don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
just to have sombody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door


But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough


Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change


But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough


And there's no way home when it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where I used to lay


And there's a Danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

whoo~ today was a pretty short day...i got back to tamp centre at 2.35pm k..haha..shiok...


mm...did i say..i got A B O O and c6 for my BT2...how good is tt...huh...terrible...i cant even qualify for uni...blah...sian diaoz...


sm ppl just dun tink for others...seriously.. they do wat they like...see how does it go in the working society next time man..


quite accomplished today.. completed tm2, mech 12 q 13 mech 13, physics mcq, doing proteins now...argh...



so sinful! i ate so much today! (my usual cai fan, ice kachang, 2 breadtalk cheese cake!)


ystday was the show case...was quite fun! the xyz ppl were like so mad la..played games...made lots of noise...n had fun...not bad la...didnt joined them for pool in the afternn...cos it was POOL...if it was BOWLING then i had go...haha...rejected nf flatly. ha.. =p.


the concert was quite bad though. the orchestra made lots of mistakes..aiyoz..so sub std...waste of my time. but quite sad...last time playing for hcco...last time sitting with this lame lame zhonghu partner call timo..haha...u own me 1 k. =p.


then xianyue had this name exchanging game...wah....xyz too many ppl la...cant rmb all of them. haha...but the fun part was the scandals part...best scandal of the nite. "minyi" and "ningfei" waahahha....good idea.!=p


then went back to lt3...stoned ard..changed..took photos...received a note frm liyu! so nice! thank you! =)


then left lorz...like so late le..then left xyz ppl in the lt...and a few other yuezu de ren..


n guess wat..my upper limbs are peeling! argh..so damn lag...i need to apply lots of aloe vera gel la...argh...damn disgusting lor...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHUHUI!!! =)

wooh..it's the long awaited outing! haha...


wah..thou it started with a bad note (raining cats n dogs at my house), the rain cleared as me n steph neared harbour front mrt. when ever1 arrived, took the shuttle bus into sentosa, then the blue line to siloso beach!


it was quite empty at ard 10+ thou...surprisingly...then we started our beach volleyball-without net game...then teamed up with shar, liyu, lixiang, zhiyong, timothy, jinguan...not too bad...against the other team consisting of steph, minyi, bong, ningfei, andrew, wu han, libo, derrick..haha..so lame la..the ball likes lixiang alot..keep 'kissing' her... and got quite a few bad face attacks here and there...then was v tired...rested...then fen into smaller grp 'train' then play again..then switched to cball. then started to rest and water time! haha...zy, timo, steph, minyi shar went in and swam while the rest of us stone ardx. play sand, take photo..then after all the fun, went back to our bags then ate lunch? after jieying came..


the lunch not bad...konnyaku jelly tt we made were nice...*considering tt amt of sugar tt we put in. (250g) blah..and of course our skills! haha...lame shit...yup...the lunch was not bad...but wasted quite alot of food ba..but our konnyaku was gone by the end of lunch. all cleaned out! =)


then...we cleared up and celebrated liyu's bdae! cleared the cake and went into water again, throwing liyu and zhiyong into the water...haha..thn every 1 was in water again...this time had more ppl like derrick wuhan, bong, dayang etc etc..the rest decided to swim to the island opposite...so left poor lixiang and me and steph and dayang there...then i tried floating..blah..i tink is my body cannot stay str la...sianz..then paddled awhile then used the volley ball as a float. haha..quite fun actually..i tink i will go learn swimming after As! haha...time to do so...=p...o wells...


float and pao water then bong came..then we realized tt bong me n lixiang dunnoe how to swim! wah, not bad ah..the zhonghu-ians except timo dunnoe how to swim 1! how you yuan! =p. then the 3 of us and dayang floated in the water...lixiang brought me ard the water as a buoy.then repeat repeat..then is just pao in water all the way la...until the rest came back frm the island...then finally went onshore....by tt time i was damn red...tt stupid timo..say i look like tomato....blah...the pot calling the kettle black.=p..


ha..then stoned ard..washed...then a grp of ppl asked us whether we want to play games with them...so it was gals v gals and guys v guys beach vball. quite fun la..cos the gals the skills all sama sama 1...=p. boon shan came before tt and joined us. the game was quite fun and lame..the other team were frm something like a cell group, just tt it's buddihism this time. *didnt noe religious grps so on-sey nowadays sia..* then after tt..had a modified game of cball..but this time is hitting the slippers planted in the sand. wah..our team lost terribly by 4-10 la..wat rubbish..ha..so fun and funny! got 1 gal keep saying jump ball for watever ball that was being qiang or any mistakes la....just crap...the rules of this game...if gal catch the ball..only gal can snatch ball, not guy. if guy snatch ball, every1 can go attack and snatch...haha..so fun la...


it's very hard to run barefooted in sand k...for me la..damn jialatz..so tired only 2 mins into the game...the hc cball earlier also...wah..siao...


then the game finished and we went back to our bags and rested. then decided to go cyclE..mm...irritating mum...she happened to call just as we abt to start cycling..n for 1 thing, my cycling skills sucks, the last time i cycled was in sec 2? or even earlier. haha..so when it came to slope..totally cmi...cldnt evern ride up la...my left leg muscle cmi. argh..sian diaoz...then i always lagged behind 1...blah...then cycled back and forth the siloso beach area a few times before every1 came back..returned and i went to shower..came out fresh and took photos..


after tt..packed and washed up then took blue line back to terminal..and decided to walk to mainland! took 20mins of so..then shar n jy left...then went PS to eat dinner...then was totally sian diao by then cos at my table..the topic i m not interested la...n guess wat..scholarships which i can forget abt taking la...not my league..haiz...ya..then left PS before the others taking NEL with bong minyi steph and me...steph missed the last steps of the escalator and fell...*ouch* hope the wound doesnt get too bad! took 23 hm and tada! bought a 500ml bottle and gan zhe and ma ti shui to xiao shu...xtra refreshing! =)


o wells..hope monday passes by quickly! since it's my long day. having arts fest on the 26th july? a tues i tink? o wells...ya...my last stint in hcco...qing gong yan is on the 5th of aug? haha..heard it's at seoul garden nehs...not bad...wonder it's sch treat or we treat ourselves 1...=S o wells...till then..


wah..my face ah...wash with the facial wash still not pain..after scrubbing with the ginvera green tea lotion, then it was v pain! argh..still is now as i m typing this..n dear shar ask me go slp then no need to tink abt it...blah...=p..my arms and lower legs had quite a even tan. it's my face! argh..so red...i will be ang ang + chao bin tml man...mm..and my haird feels better actually? smoother in fact...haha..*wonders* o wells...shall go slp! nitez.!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIYU!!!!!!!=)

cool...tml's hcco xianyue outing...hopefully it will be fun with the ever enthu zz leading the way...haha...he's v luo suo for a guy la...wah piang...send so many sms abt the outing...blah.


o wells BT results...ABOO...wat the hell..dun even want to give me a symmetry...haizz...


went to j8 today to buy sm1's prezzie...haha..then went shar's house...and dang qiu qian..then make jelly! wahahaha..not bad...thou the first pot of konnyaku jelly was done the wrong way..it still works out fine! ha...then stoned...did mech 12..(which i nearly died..) then it was the asian ala carte dinner...microwaved...not exactly tt nice thou..i tink i didnt thaw well..then went bowling at serangoon gardens country club..quite cool ar the place..and cold too..=p..had 2 games the scores were quite pathetic for me...haha...o wells...i long time nv play already mahz...cannot blame me=p.haha...then left, took bus home...reach at abt 11.30? =S


*sharon, did i mention tt ur brother reminded me of u younger last time..? really lorz... and some other cartoon character which i still cant rmb which 1 thou..i rmb i tell u! haha...=p..o wells..cya at harbour front..! =)


o wells...shall go chiong the mech 12 qns first eitherwise i will die on monday! argh...nearly died trying to do this tutorial la...argh..sickening...

got this website from my senior..she makes her own earrings n sells them! quite chio too.. go view!


http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2127240636


things r so not my way.. i dunno y..it is scaring me...

oo...today was the funnest day of all co days ba...i shld say...just felt happy and laughed lotz.
had sch in the morning...then went for CO pract. not bad la...much better than tuesday? muahaha....quite a feat for 1 day training...ha..


then had dinner then crapped stoned changed.then it was SCH le!
all along the way the xyz gals were like singing and playing animal farm and wat haf u ... a noisy bunch of gals against the ever chauvinistic laoda ningfei..haha...so bad la he...MCP!!!! ha...


yup..n we happily reached SCH at 7.25...20mins earlier than scheduled. so got the chance to see dhsco perform on stage frm outside..it was slightly better than the rehearsal day. sharon's brudder is still as sey as ever! hahaa....saw waikit b4 entering the tuning room. guo a few times..then it's stoning time at the back stage for the 20mins interval! tiao yin..hear guys say p stuff...wah biang..timo is chao er xin la...haha....with derrick and zhiyong and nignfei..haha..blah..surrounded by them..or rather towered...haha...then wah la! it's onstage liaoz...for 10mins stoning...saw primero, jiayin mingjie the gang at our side...nico and the hcco senoirs in the centre block..and a few faces here and there la...then it was show time! woot..everything went smooothly ba i shld say..no major hiccups! heng arh...but hor..meng die the xiao kuai ban the section tt qinghua play...the same mistake for syf occurred again! really jinxed la...wah...nearly cldnt catch up...mr wei was xia dao too..luckily everyting went back to place. ha...da gui was ok too...but just tt i didnt realize timo's xian duan le after the bo xian part..n he was looking at me then i qn mark at tt time..haha..nei xian some more la...best..the whole xian came off the ma frm too hard plucking...haha..damn funny..


oo la la..and the SYF chapter has finally come to a close ba..comments abt us were quite good. nice solos. nice orchestra playing..mature in the playing style....


then it's the high time...took photos, threw ppl up..haha..cldnt load the videos la..sad....but sharon managed to take some photos at the right time..uploaded alreadi..
http://community.webshots.com/user/jamjammy87


mm...then after all the high has calmed down..it was time to say goodbye and clear the place le! sigh...met up with the dhsco kias...then made our way back..but abit the gan ga cos something happened la..aiyoz.z.hope it doesnt stay on too long for them ba..=)


yeah..tml...another sch day..n then sakae sushi buffet! with seah lyd steph sk jy and me! woot!


haizz..got back my chem..i got an O...hafta see ching for remedial? not like it wld help if she's like tt in the class n i m not motivated yet...hoping to get an A for maths c...a good grade for physics at least..then not so bad.. fm sure O le la...haizz...sian diaoz...

ha..today spent 1.30-8 in hc. stone for 1 hr reading rich dad, poor dad... then went for co.


the pract today wasnt tt bad. at least not as sia suay-ing as yesterday. ha..hopefully all goes well tml.


then went for dinner with the xyz ppl opposite beauty world. ate at wu xing or watever la...haha...the gals sat at 1 table..the guys another 3 tables. lucky we chose to order ourselves. the guys ordered like half shao ji, half bai ji per table..wa biang..eat chicken rice ah..haha..no creativity...the gals had 2 veggie, furong egg..mai pian prawn, swt n sour pork, thai style dou fu..all for just 6.6 per head. 8 person! wooT!


then discussed abt the xyz outing. wah..abit the lame act. and mafan..like haf to prepare so much food?? .. so ma fan..might as well eat le then go over to sentosa la...haha...o wellz. for the fun of it.. we shld be staying overnite to prepare the food at sm 1's house.!


and ningfei became known as the da ge...haha...so lame.... i have nv seen guys being slower then gals! the xyz guys r the firstz.!@ freaky slow! haha..ningfei is a v enthu and efficient zz ba..haha...enthu as in really enthu..kept organising activities! ha...not bad...qian tu yi pian guang ming!


the guys went pool. then went hm with steph liyu sharon minyi junkai and half way wuhan boarded the bus!
the trip home was ok. steph pang sey us half way back hm for sm unknown reason..*winks* then chatted with liyu..haha...and sharon was being lamez..lame lame!


shld be resting alreadi. it;s 1.20! argh...haven pack my bag yet!@ hope everything goes well tml! getting back chem paper tml! argh! wish me luck!


tml shall be the last time performing on stage as a hcco member. ha..gonna miss sm of the ppl! haizz.. jiayou bax!

o yeah! BT 2 is finally over with a good game of Fmaths.. blah..didnt do enuff to pass? -imagine-
conclusion:
physics was still managable...at least i finished!
maths.. alot of CARELESS MISTAKES risking my A
chem is so so..didnt finish...
fm is gg
gp is dunnoe too.


yeah..with tt thrown away for now before the bombs starts coming back, this few days wld be abt SYF showcase 2005! woot~


ha...finished exams..then went coro to meet sharon and minyi for lunch...while my class gals supposed went to town? -sigh- take it in a +ve sense..i saved $$ ha..
then..went back sch...stoned awhile..then report at lt2..crapped abit..with a big bomb explosion. junkai n bong nv come! both the solo-ist parts no 1 play! blah...so in the end..it was andrew taking gh and zh solo, me taking zh solo(at the back)...n i only practised 5 mins...
then boarded the bus..crapped with liyu, sharon, minyi, eric, steph, .... actually is the whole bus ppl la...(the xyzs i mean..) ya...so crapped then stone..then when the bus arrived at SCH, me sharon and eric qiong down the bus to see the dhsco kids! haha..but quite sian diaoz abit cos huiling and junmin was sitting in the middle then cant reach them..ya.. so join back the hc ppl..then stone there..then went up to the hall stones...


dhsco started the rehearsal first, lianed the arrival of guests with tai yang quite a few times..then it was the actual songs! tian wen n mang chun! oo lala...tian wen rocks... it's nice lor! esp the cello part...made eric cry leh..imagine...haha...it's nice la...watched the video i took over and over again! =) miss those glorious days back in dhsco!=)
mangchun was sey too..the yun wei is not bad... suona dui chui...sharon's brudder's yun luo playing..ji sey yi xia...compare with hc djy ppl...(no offence)


-a pt a side-
ningfei asked me something like...r u closer to dhsco or hcco ppl...n my reply dhsco but mostly the zhonghu kias...i mean...if u get to read this... somehow..i grew up frm there, spending 4 yrs there. seeing all these jnrs on stage grow up frm kiddys to the upper sec kias the snrs. some kinda of affection occurs rite? hc...i shld say the zhonghu ppl i meet frm different schs are generally nice...the east zone co ppl..hey we still keep contact lehz! how nice rite.(digressed)..for hc ppl..i mean..is like just making new friends...to be in the same sch for 2 yrs la...but of course the friendship goes on! heex.. lixiang is a v good companion in zhonghu!=) haha...n timo n bong...the 4 of us are like crappy combinations! haha..zhonghu rawks my world!
-back-
mm..then it was RV...then NYGH...meanwhile, me n sharon went to sit with the dhsco kias...v funny laz...my jnrs are crappy...junmin huiling and waikit...their usual selfs..n junmin had a cough attack..*take care arhx*
when NYGH was kinda ending..i went out to lian the stupid solo part tt ningfei suddenly told me mr wei is lianing me first..i was like..-_-..so screwed! n i really sia suay myself lorz..wah laoz!!!!!! so freaking bad...but my jnrs thot otherwise? haha...mesmerized by me..aiyo...mai siao siao..wat i played was 5 mins of pract at the LT...argh...so bad...sia suay sia suay sia suay! sizhao said it sound like the minor version of "shi shang zhi you ma ma hao'???? wah...haha...tt's for u to interpret....haha...
O..n da gui was terrible shit. total lost diao for man ban starting..somehow it was the conductor, the erhu1s and 2s and cellos and zhonghus..total lag...blah...
..n the strength is so small today la...aiyozz...nth to say...gonna haf intensive pract to salvage the problem tml.2.30-7...haizz....there goes my BT hols.


stoned with the dhsco ppl while nj played...nj not bad..but quite slow for both songs...personal interpretations...then it was tech run...run thru all the schs..then it was bye bye to the jnrs..n hcco ppl...stoned while waiting for steph.sharon went back dhs. liyu went out with family..minyi dunnoe where...the rest go back sch...haha...


then took mrt with steph...and solved her queries on a tut qn on CDF...blah*stats*...mm...made our way to delifrance! woot...chicken and egg with croissant bread, mushroom soup with xtra mushrooms, ice tea, and mixed fruit tart completed my day! haha...then went hm happily...=)


all my happiness was to see my jnrs being well, shining on stage, and glamouring like a GOH CO today. to be saddened by our co state...blah...we haf only 1 day to salvage the situation..hope last min this time helps!


aniways..wat can i say..the hao wai..is freaky biased. guess where i meant.


really need a rest before the day. nitez!
hope to see alot of familiar faces on thur itself! =)