"Listen" by beyonce is such a nice song! hee. thanks to eric for the recomendation. strong voice, the lyrics are quite meaningful as well.
and Karene was telling me that the movie " Dreamgirls" has a good plot. a good watch. but haiz. no time! sianz.
i got tons of hw waiting for me.
wait till the hols come. u will nv see me in smu. haha. ok, i am not making sense. argh.


just had CT today. haha. crap course. so similar to TWC. argh. a CREATIVE product. and made us buy his text. haha. but the prof is a funny guy la. haha. and my grp mates look fun. woot. all social science guys. lolzz.


i must finish my 2 essays due next mon and tues. eitherwise i will be screwed. cos i m watching dhsco concert on sat night. and i have intro econs exam durng lunch time, then db training.
i need the strength to pull me thru this sem.

sheesh. the cny just passed like tt. and it's coming to the end of my recess week! and i haven done much! =(
(paiseh to seah for the mention in my previous post. haha..)
aniways, i spent the few days slacking, bai nian, dragonboat reunion dinner(photos coming up), cip, db training, and watching 《肥田囍事》on youtube! haha. the whole series is up there except episode 18! argh. 气死我了! the episode on the courtship between 肥田and 大四囍！:)
and the song is nice:)
the storyline abt cliche, but it's so sweet! heee. tiam dou bei ah! =p.
the song is called
《丑得漂亮》
作曲:陸偉峰 填词:林若宁
演唱:胡杏儿 许志安
(杏)優美才容易获取所爱 总要和各界眼光比賽
长相你叫我怎么改 自尊心也被人笑声掩盖
(安)只怪凡人用眼睛恋愛 身世才淪為沦为被爱的障碍
觀众那眼界线改不改 亦好好对對待叫人人意外


(杏)常人完美的標准
(安)怎去量度幸福的轻重
(杏)一千吨(安)这样 重
(杏)張開手(安)能用力地抱擁


(杏)天生不算做漂亮 都多得你愿見諒
当丑小鴨被撇下 流亡然后又被領養
人从来天生天養然而難得你对我紧张
(安)不必选美觅对象 丑樣都這樣漂亮
不必当世俗偶像
這世界誰亦有被愛的福相
(合)蒙起這这双眼冥想
(杏)誰会让被你恋上(安)忘记言論重量


(杏)總要被旁人目光批斗
得我凭快镜遇上佳偶
所愛我怕我講出口
会給婉拒换来我心伤透
(安)關愛仍然是你所尊有
總有情人明白你小宇宙
給我抱抱你一双手
另一種美貌我全部接受


(杏)常人完美的標准
(安)怎去量度幸福的轻重
(杏)一千吨(安)这样 重
(杏)張開手(安)能用力地抱擁


天生不配做偶像　都多得你願見諒
(人人能愛上)
仿彿整個鬧市內 完全無人剩下我倆
(人人能跌傷)
評頭和品足嘴臉 原来无需要太过紧张
(安)請不必背负重量 丑樣都這樣漂亮
心底可拼命发亮
這世界其實有万百种色相
(合)旁觀者怎会了解
(杏)何以共我恋上(安)誰会是最理想


(杏)天生不算做漂亮 都多得你愿見諒
当丑小鴨被撇下 流亡然后又被領養
人从来天生天養然而難得你对我緊张
(安)不必選美觅对象 丑樣都這樣漂亮
不必当世俗偶像
這世界谁亦有被愛的福相
(合)蒙起這这双眼冥想
(杏)誰会让被你恋上(安)忘记言論重量

o man, again, someone came to tell me that he heard tt i have been clubbing alot recently!? haha.. 冤枉啊！！！
i m not a frequent clubber k.
i only club twice!
even seah club more than me lor!
haha.
=p.
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today's had my go for ang-pows =D happy for a while =D
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其实，当我说不在意时，大多时候，其实我是在意的。。。
我是一个口是心非的人。哈哈。。。
狮子座的人。虽然个性是豪迈大方，但是，它也会很在意很多事情，只是，大多时候，它不会表露出来。
狮子座的人， 闷骚型。哈哈。其实，还真像我。不过，我会把它叫做“满热型" =D
完美主义者？或许吧。 是好也是坏。太执著反而会让自己失去跟多，忽略跟多。我还在改进。=D
担心太多？有时候吧。朋友都说我在很忙得时侯会显得很急躁。我还在改进当中。 =D
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saw huang cheng 2007 promotion video. damn nice, quite a few photage frm my batch's one =D
but i dun uds why wen xiang is inside the video. seriously. haha.
saw alot of friends then. quite touching.(check out youtube. there were ppl like sharon au! soon kiat, wenxiang, and some seniors. hee.)
《黄城夜韵》是华初的代表，就好比
《德明政府中学华乐团》是德明的代表。
我希望这种关系不会变。=D.
我也感到很荣幸能曾经是两者的一份子。=D
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TODAY...
someone's reply made my day=D
having a nice chat with some ppl i have nv talked to for so long. haha.
and thanks eric for the testimonial! haha. =p.
and it's nice to see all my relatives doing fine and well. =D
happy dreaming! =D

well, V-day just came and went. happy v-day and friendship to everyone i noe!=D


well, i shldnt be blogging now.
cos i have a stats exams tml. imagine, cny eve afternn, sitting in a cold conference hall doing stats paper. how fun is tt. and + the fact tt i haven finish covering the syllabus! save me.
hee.


well, some updates first.
1. i m going for cco chu guo 2007. hopefully dragonboat competition does not coincide with the time i m away=(
MS NG! go CHUGUO!!!!! if u see this. haha.


2. well, my holiday is packed.
sunday bainian
monday free
tuesday tuition
wednesday db training
thursday cip, meeting
fri free
sat tuition
sun db training.
+ twc, intro econs, bgs meeting.
+ AS, twc report
+ intro econs mid terms! omg. save me.


well.. tt's all abt me. all abt sch. mm. sad life.
no time for outings, dinners, shopping, movie. watever. paiseh to everyone who asked me out haha.
after 11apr k=D


i hate being called ____. and it had to happen twice! argh. like de javu. it sucks k.


but in the meanwhile, an early happy chinese new year greeting to every one!=D

one of 迪雅's 参赛歌曲keep playing in my mind.
went to google, and found out that it was actually sung by 芮恩! wah.. 让我另眼相看。。。the song is quite catchy, thus explaining why it keeps playing in my mind. ha. abit of clubbish feel, but the lyrics are not too bad. haha.
song title: 《讨厌》


讨厌爱上了你
被否定我存在意义
事事迁就你
闷死我自己
太虚情假意
讨厌爱上了你
要我苦苦压抑委屈
为了在一起
装着不在意
这太没骨气


半夜我又失眠
听着dj放的烂音乐
像在嘲笑我
最近的恋爱不顺利


寂寞的两点半
决定上网寻找一点fun
对谁管他什么名或姓
对谁管他是谁
总比跟你好谈


今天星期几
冷战还继续
全因为是你说过
爱情是消遣品
我在你哪里
眼底或心里
这么多的不安定
爱怎么继续


讨厌爱上了你
被否定我存在意义
事事迁就你
闷死我自己
太虚情假意
讨厌爱上了你
要我苦苦压抑委屈
为了在一起
装着不在意这
太没骨气
我干脆放弃
爱走不下去
i can't feel your love. i can't feel it.
讨厌这样的爱
别想我会让你伤害
我先甩掉你
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ahh.. talking abt clubbing.. while i was researching for my intro econs on night scene in Singapore, well, found many good places to go! haha.. didnt spore has so many 好地方at night. call me sua ku can. ha. well, after taking care of the $ part, i will make sure i visit these places once when i m freeeeeeee... *shit this is getting me all distracted* *no play, no...*
o, and another clubbish song from jolin chat. 《乖乖牌》also another catchy one. n i only realized i have the song in my comp after hearing it from the TVBS (free preview for one month with complements from cable. ha. having 3 Gb of songs or 53 hr of playing hrs on the laptop explains it all. haha.)
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yesterday celebrated jinsheng's bdae after the oracle talk. haha. damn paiseh for forgetting the lighter! =p. so it was a nice blackforest cake tt me and ric went to raffles city to buy, but without the candle light! hahaaa.. =p. ric settled his dinner with one small roasted chicken. damn sick la! -_-' i had my 8 piece sushi meal! yum yum. =)
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went to marina square today, cos i received a call tt i won some goodie bag on wed. haha.. went there. got my goodie bag, and came back with my eyebrows trimmed! haha. $5! quite a nice job done too. =p. ask me for the addresss.. promotion till march i think. haha.
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shit la. i need to talk more. and more. otherwise my part pts will be damn low. and a new strategy to score for bgs quiz. type in the lesson pts into the laptop and refer during test! haha.. besides the alternative of getting the qns from my other class frens k. this is more 'ethical' than ppl asking each other during the actual test itself, right under the prof's nose. mm. =p.
-sigh-
sch work is building up. i got... it's week 5 now.
1. stats mid term in week 7
2. intro econs project prelim round.
3. intro econs mid terms in week 9.
4. 1 twc case study to do
5. 1 bgs case study to do next week
6. 1 AS essay due in week 9
7. BGS presentation in week 14.
8. TWC presentation in week 10?
9. AS debate/presentation in week 13.
10. CT in the 2nd half! save me.
11. intro econs report due week 13.
12. bgs grp report week 14.
omggggg.
+ dragon boat training and possibly competition,
+ cco sponsorship help? (shit..inner groaning in pain)
+ getting really distracted all the time.
+ tuition.
mm.. izzit too much for me to bear, to take? i will only noe when i come to the end of the term.
somehow, i wished, i hadnt chosen smu. just tt psycho doing its job AGAIN. but no, i wldnt change for anything. not tt i can change. my dad will kill me.
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sickening. O, i need to buy a new calculator cos the calculator i had with me from sec1 died on me a few weeks back. mmmm... sadz..
it's hard to be positive when everything happening around me is tending on the negative side. mmm.
thinking too much? prob cant use it on me.. cos i hardly think. sometimes, impulse answers really gives a better ending, a better job done, (eg. i didnt send in my impulse ans for my quiz today and i got 19/20 -_-' i could have gotten full marks! darnnn!)
worry too much? ya. i have to agree with that. i worry too much, which makes me lose out alot of chances. worry to lose face, to lose respect(or was there any in the 1st place), to lose friends.. welll..
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glad to see that the people tt i noe are getting on well with life. haha. at least on the surface.
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wishes now,
1. for diya to win this sunday's competition! (to break the curse tt only guys can be champs for the singing competitions (taufik, hady, chen wei lian...) haha.
2. for a surprise on V day. but i doubt anything will happen laaa. =p.
3. for spore to win the ASEAN cup . haha.
4. for my acad stuff to be all well done. DONT PROCRASTINATE!!!!!!
5. to be able to drive my dad's car solo soon. SOOONNNNN
heee. tt's all so far. i m stonin le.
and izzit me, or i cant see my own blog due to some error? can anyone enlighten me?
this is really a long post. i shld stop blabbling nonsense. bet no 1 reads le. haha.
time for bed. it has been so cold these days. esp at storey 12, and the 北风keep blowing at night *brrrr* but cant be as cold as thailand. tt's for sure.hahahah.. =p. k la. enuff is enuff. byez.