Exams are finally over. lalala..
finance was total crap
MA was do-able
MS was alamak!
Audit? a.. i dunnnoe waht to say. super apprehensive abt it. and to think i got an A for my 50% coursework! damn wasted and totally wrong strategy! argh.
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During the study week, my whole world was kind of in a roller-coaster mode.
Tuesday came the day that my mum had a panic attack, and was rushed to hospital.
Totally scared the wits out of me. God bless that she is alright now. but it totally disrupted my emotions and concentration.


sat/Sunday, came the day when the news announced about the cambodia accident for the dragonboaters. the whole news came as a shock. and my fellow teammates who knew them was badly affected. hope he's feeling better now. and STAY strong.


and my parents, as usual, reacted negatively, by saying that I shall not go dragonboating anymore. esp when i dunnoe how to swim. mmmm i dunnoe what to say. zzz. (concerned parents ) we got wear lifevest one ok! (and trust me, the guys will learnt the lesson and wear the lifejackets during training when we resume training.)


was feeling sad for the 5 who passed away.
like, it came sudden.
it came badly
it came and took their lives away, unwillingly.
First time for competitions in cambodia, and it brought them away. Totally devastating.
Though i dont know them, but as someone involved in dragonboating, i am affected by the news.


juz like what chaota wrote on her blog,
"It hurts to know that the next time I am at SDBA [training], I wont get to see the five of them again"


Although everyone belong to different teams, we are nevertheless fighting in the same sports, having the same determination and fighting spirit. It feels as though the Singapore db arena lost 5 strong comrades.
My heart goes out to the families.


And for me,
i will love my parents more, my friends more and to make it an effort to keep the relations going.
i will stay strong for my parents and friends.
i will be there for my parents and friends and teammates
i will love myself more to love my parents and friends more.

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a nice song by Dreamz FM! heard it on S-POP concert last night. damn damn damn nice! =D soothing to the ears. enjoy! =D

haa. 2 papers down.2 more to go.
super worried for my audit paper. my last paper on thurs! boohoo~!
save my ass.

cannot wait for thursday to come.
and to erm.. enjoy myself for a while?

haa..
going for chaota's 21st bdae on sunday! sorry wangui! not going for the concert! but i might be able to help out before tt if u all need me! =D zzz!

it hurts to be outside THE circle of trust because it = to being not trusted.
-ouch-


countdown to end of sem 1! 30th nov.
ha.
halfway thru MA. blah.

some1 is being an idiot by making me wonder what did he said to his other friend(s) and his friend(s) start asking "what happened?"
like wth.
seriously.
nth happened.
=faint=
give me a break, give me a breather, give me some space, give me some considerations.=+=

i m really amazed at how fast some ppl can get into and out of relationships within a year.
like seriously.
totally cldnt imagine coming from him.
i m disappointed in u.


and.
thou shld stop liking any guy tt comes into thou's life so easily.
like really.
it's really really crazy and getting out of hand! bah.
*slaps myself*
i m disappointed in myself as well.


aye...
totally slack off my off-day! haha..
i can only really concentrate or pull myself to do work after the strike of 12 midnight.
Nocturnal?
maybe.
i think it's a positive yes!
really really bad!
like.. i run better at night. with all my stridings, better breathing and stuff. versus running under the hot, energy-zapping sun and erm.. becoming breathless.
i hate being weak. and being despised. argh.
how how.
save me.

the above content is to be taken with a pinch of salt cos it's just random ramblings. hah.

crunch week coming. week 14.
time to study at the db rooms again! yea. hahahahahaha..
time really flies pass eh.
my third round of exams in smu already. oot!

hai!
regatta 07 came and past.
lots of regrets
gals team didnt make it past heats,
guys got lost in their finals. *hell of a dog race*
sad!
but gals team raced their fastest time ever. we were actually on par with tp gals until charging! omg.
good work gals! =D
we will be back stronger, and much more powerful next regatta! SAK!

and then.. rushed MA proj/presentation. and now busy slacking! hahahahahhaa.
eh.!
actually, i was thinking of mambo tonight. hahahahahahaha. crazy idea.
but i got 12noon lesson tml.
hee.
and exams are pulling really near.
and my last project/presentation to deal with next wed!

" didnt go watch movie cos i was lazy to get out of the house. sorry! "

counting down to HK !
super super super excited! lalalalalalalalaa~