Saturday, November 26, 2005
today was spent outside. almost.
when to sistex. mm...like so few things leh. o maybe i eyes tie stamp ba ya. dun tink i will buy the camera frm there. prob go to my father's most frequent electronics shop at bedok and buy. much cheaper=p..saw peishan... apparently eric's mum is holding a stall selling bread izzit. haha..
then lucky me. there's this sales for sports equipment and i bought a prince tennis for 59.90.. almost half of it's usual price. =) yeah!..
then went to hc. and left my undone past yr papers at the library. n stoned at clz bench till the chem s ppl finish. haiz..so bloody hot.
then finally on our way to han's. it's so far... tt i was 'nia gong-ing' all the way cos there's no ending to the route to han's. argh. then finally reached n ate and crapped with the rest.(my batch dhsco xianyue).then made our way to SCH.
o wells. 1 unhappy incident doesnt affect my day. but i wld rmb tt. sometimes ppl shldnt be so frank huh shld they.
overall the concert was ok. but i feel like he's lacking abit of feelings leh. dunnoe. jiu cha na me yi dian dian. sometimes he gave me the feeling tt he la wan jiu suan le. mm. *personal opinion*
but in conclusion. today was '=)' cos of alot of things which i shall not elaborate. =)
Thursday, November 24, 2005
argh. can she ever stop naggin for 1 f-ing min! kaoz. even i find wat job also got opinion. kaoz.
y cant she get the pt tt.. SOME PEOPLE JUST CANNOT
TEACH! ok. uds? just cannot teach. n i m one of them. can assimilate cannot teach. period.
so i dun want to be a relief teacher? wat's wrong? i dun want to b a teacher what. u think so easy to teach meh? u go n teeach see how izzit la. kaoz. so wat with the money?
so i dun want to be a tuition teacher? what's wrong?
it's not easy to find a job can. esp with my timetable. blah.
kaoz. i just wanna stay sane n do something tt i liked without guilt. is there a prob? n wth. my As is over. gif me a break can.
kaoz.. n wat's wrong with learning pipa/ erhu. i mean lik wat the. not as if u got the qualifications ppl will let u teach them like tt wor. argh. besides, it's my interest can.
wat's wrong with being in the service sector, be it sales/ retail/ service/ even working in a hotel?sorry lor. it's not easy. esp a hotelier. there's even a course on hotel management can? i mean. what's the pt of saying having no future in the service sector! kaoz.
i know u want me to learn things. but come on, being in the service sector is not easy can.
n wat's the bloody hell wrong with choosing a non-professional degree like biz? kaoz. u tink engineer so easy to be izzit. besides, i dun haf the aptitude for it can.
and wth. i noe i haf absolutely no talent nor speciality nor watever u call it. i m useless. a jack of all trades, master of none. i noe i m useless. but can u stop rubbing it in.
this kinda of life is worse than before As. gif me a break some1. i m gonna burst soon. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
after superfunkies and yu le bai fen bai and packing some of my stuff. i m back here again.
a room strewn with papers. such is the scene in my living room. how sad. i really dunnoe where to start packing frm.. haiz.
o wells. just now superfunkies was cool. leon's last line of woniu was fantastic can! haha. he's really a good singer actually leh. wonder y no company sign him up. so shuai and cute =)
mm...listening to yanzi's <完美的一天> now. mm. not bad la. saw her news on wan bao. i really think tt she's really saturated to the max le. 1 cd per 1/2 yr. really bad to the quality of her songs n her quantity for cd sales. think she's juz too tired.
mm.suppose to blog abt As. mm..
overall. i tink i did badly. partly cos some of the papers were shitty. partly cos i didnt work hard enuff. wtf. i only haf my ownself to blame for not contributing to the 70% of my success huh..+ the fact tt cambridge this yr is abit. cranky. argh. there goes my 30% luck. crozz my fingers n hope for the best ba. since it's alr over n it's time to party!
overall view. week 1~maths p1. argh. hated myself for being so bloody careless n brainless. i cldnt even solve a simple secondary sch eqn using a simple secondary sch method. how shitty. ~chem p3. wow. at least i cld do. n managed to scrape thru my food chem. lucky bugger i read those chapters tt they came out esp the 2nd qn. + abit of my sec sch bio knowledge. haha.~maths P2. chose pure mech. argh. suck ah.. this yr so many 10 marks 10 marks. totally lost. and i cld haf done tt qn. sucky me! ~GP. died flat. wrong essay qn. wrong AQ qn to ask me. totally different frm wat i normally do. *or do i even do..*week 2~phys p1/2. chua sai eh.. totally crapped up. ~chem p2. mm. 5 qns only. marks proportion was bloody high on qns tt i m not good on. inorganic chem. ~phys p3. mm. can ban. mostly can do. dunnoe de skip. but overall not so jialat.~fm p1. another chua sai paper. cmi. cant rmb wat's the prob but ya. ~chem p1. 1 of the better/ more confident papers for me. like wat, i did like 2-3 qns exactly the same? just b4 the exams. haha..week 3mm..actually it's today. 1 paper. 1 final paper.~fmp2. mm. so screwed. so bloody chim. argh! jiu wo ah!
the above is the view of As 2005 based on my doing. prob every1 else remarks would sound more +ve than mine.totally shagged. tired. sad. excited. happy. juz too many feelings all mixed up.
think of the happy things. there is hell lot of things for me to complete get it done. before i leave for korea.
22- morning with mum, aftern kbox.24-27 going to sistex? on 1 of these days.26-sentosa with clx gals. 29-1 clz chalet. 4- kaoji8-prom. 12 byebye!!..mm.. n between with lots of shopping for prom stuff. n korea trip stuff.! N HK drama series chionging! haha. immediately watched 1 epi of healing hands 3 when i reached hm. hoho. tired.
n now is the time for me to slp. 3.06am.
i still haf to keep to the promise of a morning run tml with myself. =) nitez..
Monday, November 21, 2005
*jumps ard* As is finally over! omg. it's really fast. ended like 6 hrs ago. went to fish n co with sm of the clz gals who officially ended As. haha.. still a few poor souls having S papers. till friday=p. jiayou ba!
mm.. just doing a quick blog now. watch my superfunkies then come back and blog a real long 1. or maybe tml! haha.. till i haf the time.
i haf so many activities, so many things to do, to pack, to keep, and to close the chapter of my jc life. just too many before i leave for korea! n yes, korea is subzero temps le! yeah!!!!! *excited*
time's running out. here's my superfunkies! =)
