mm...this week of sch....some how...it makes me feel more depressed then ever...haizz....
like what i told hr on thur...this 2 yrs of my jc life is SO screwed up....
1. wrong choice of sch
2. wrong choice of combi..
3. wrong choice of class
4. wrong choice of cca
5. wrong choice of how i used my time...
6. wrong CT(the person..)
7. wrong combi of teachers...
8. wrong combi of ppl in the class...
basically the first wrong thing i did was no.1...which led to all the other things....haizz....
some how...when this yr started...i dun tink it will be any better than last yr...haizz..i dunnoe y....
some how...i m feeling more stupid than ever...
when all the ppl ard me r getting S papers..i m still struggling with my hw...
when all the ppl have moved ahead...i m still at the same old spot where i started off in 2004....
when all the ppl, some how or other, have no time for the "past"...i m still caring n thinking abt them....
y? WHY? can anibodi tell me y....
all the hw is killing me...really...i just feel like quitting....n giving up...but i cant......in any case, wld ani1 care?
some how...clamming myself up might be some how better....i dunnoe y...
n wld HC teachers just stop assuming tt every1 is damn clever...really....dun they noe...NEVER ASSUME...
some how....the next wk just aint gonna be better....
