realized that my title for the entry does not come out in the blog. i shall forget abt writing one=D
this week has been way hell of a hectic 1.. things to do list includes.
1. CSP speech
2. CSP game rules
3. biz law readings
4. LTB reflective paper
5. Lessons from leaders speech (2 sections)
6. Lessons from leaders written report (2 sections)
7. FA term report individual section.
8. FA assignment. (didnt managed to do in the end.
things that happen
-lessons from leaders presentation friday
-CSP execution friday.
whew, after a hectic-and-crazy 5 days, all my reports and presentations r all up and done.. soon to come another round... i hope not. time management, as i have learnt here is very impt as it's crazy to do 2 written reports in a matter of hrs..esp when u r sey already....=S
presentation for Lessons from leaders was quite ok, lucky not much of qna *heng ah* our video was damn funny!
my big personal problem is highlighted once again... i m still not able to do a presentation with confidence. i keep stuttering.. i dunnoe why.. and imagine, i did my first official presentation in SMU for FA without a script! just a rumbling of numbers... which was still quite alright.. but that it was numbers. content base stuff really kills jiamin.
and two, my std of english is really really CHUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. seriously cannot make it. seeing the level of thinking and analysis that my peers exhibit, it's really depressing sometimes.. although, maybe, i had do better in chinese? haha.. (cos the general SMU pop is really chui in chinese.. BUT i still think that knowing how to communicate fluently in chinese is a privilege,and an advantage. =D, although abit off the social bell curve of language spoken in SMU, it's good to be outstanding in some way, at least for me, i m proud of my chinese! haha*so crap* can laugh at them=p) but well, cant really say tt cos my chinese is only, i shld say, above average? not tt pro as some people..haha.. so in the end it's so not here not there! y didnt i inherit my dad's linguistic talents?!?!?!??!?!!?
ok, the above paragraph was quite random. hope it make some sense, if not sorry for the waste of time reading it, haha..
ok, after presentation, my whole grp took mrt to yishun.. allllll the way up to the North part of spore.. -_-' it was so hazy..., Northbrooks secondary was shrouded in a layer of haze, like some dreamland like tt haha..
ok, so we went to execute our CSP project for LTB! finally came the 'BIG' day which was postponed for so many times!
everything else went smoothly until it was my turn to facil the Hoopa Hoola Game.. mm as usual, it's me who keep screwing things up with lousy instructions! arghhhhh.... -_-'
and during the facil session/debrief with the youths... the usual me got nothing to say... so i decided to chup in as and when i could to my best ba.. cos my partner facil is really good in talking and structuring her tone. haizz...
ok, so everything ended quite alright. had a debrief session with the Project Cabin councillor jiewen, who happened to be from hc too! haha.. 01a14. and she was in huang cheng hua zhuang too! haha.. ric was so surprised that he never see her before in sch... best.. like how big can hc be... haha... a fresh grad from FASS psycho major. hip sia. (so so so different from the way we picture her to be. haha)
ok, then walked to the main road thinking of flagging a cab, but in the end, me cm, ric, jiewen took bus to interchange where we parted and the 3 of us Easties took 969 all the way back to tampines, has LJS and went home...
i have the winning structure for the game staw-o-mania, which we played during the session + my lappie + my shoe bag + my bag.. haha.. as usual i m juggling lots of things as a i move around..
feeling damn chui already... from thur.. did my reflective paper for LTB, did my CSP speech and games rules.. and tried doing my FA term project sections at 2am, fell asleep on my lappie. and woke up at 4 am, and continued doing the FA since it's really no pt to slp for 2hrs and wake up at 7 to go for LTB meeting. haha.. in the end, finished it, and there was still time, i decide to nap for 45mins till it was 7am.. haha.. so imagine how tired and chui i am now...
guess what, i m going for the OCIP NT facil stayover session tml. mmm.. hope the thing goes well.. as least my edu ppl looks/sounds nice... not as bad as Ric's.. haha....haha.. o, but the drawback, we are doing presentation(omg, imagine another presentation! presentations r like so freaky frequent..) for what we r going to do in educating the children in NT =D
*yawns* so i will not be online (like finally, sharon) for 1 day++.. or maybe i will bring my lappie and my TB to mug at nite during the stayover??? haha.. madness.. muggin in the sleeping bag=p.
mini advert to all k-ing fanatics/frequents....
at peace centre there's a KTV place called dynasty (something) which charge like $5 for 1 drink/pax, $5 per hr for the room charge.. all this on the WEEKENDS 2pm-6pm! but after that the activity starts to heat up there and it becum a.. u noe what i mean.. haha..
no worries abt the songs, quite updated!
and the rooms are quite well furnished,
but beware, dun bring outside food in like no1's biz, dun want to risk being fined by paying more.. and DUN touch their food and drinks (one 1.5l mineral water cost $20...-_--') haha...
simply put, hide ur outside food/drinks some where...
this place only opens on sat and sun, henc the weekend...
it's at peace centre, where u need to turn in into the side road with the sign St margaret's pri sch i think.. yup.=D
if u need directions, can sms/call me. i will be willing to direct u there somehow.=D
okie.. what else... o
just had a random thot that 1 should not release my blog add to any of the smu ppl. mm.. unless u were part of my past makings, AND otherwise, dun spread...(but i mean, who will bother reading my blog anyways...just a neglected soul)... just felt that i need to having a writing space to vent out my frustrations n complains abt my uni life w/o having any erm.. unwanted attention from smu ppl. not say i m drawing some imaginary division line, but erm.. prob it's still not the time...
~u could just stop right there, at that point and no more. i had enough. forget it.~
