one of 迪雅's 参赛歌曲keep playing in my mind.
went to google, and found out that it was actually sung by 芮恩! wah.. 让我另眼相看。。。the song is quite catchy, thus explaining why it keeps playing in my mind. ha. abit of clubbish feel, but the lyrics are not too bad. haha.
song title: 《讨厌》


讨厌爱上了你
被否定我存在意义
事事迁就你
闷死我自己
太虚情假意
讨厌爱上了你
要我苦苦压抑委屈
为了在一起
装着不在意
这太没骨气


半夜我又失眠
听着dj放的烂音乐
像在嘲笑我
最近的恋爱不顺利


寂寞的两点半
决定上网寻找一点fun
对谁管他什么名或姓
对谁管他是谁
总比跟你好谈


今天星期几
冷战还继续
全因为是你说过
爱情是消遣品
我在你哪里
眼底或心里
这么多的不安定
爱怎么继续


讨厌爱上了你
被否定我存在意义
事事迁就你
闷死我自己
太虚情假意
讨厌爱上了你
要我苦苦压抑委屈
为了在一起
装着不在意这
太没骨气
我干脆放弃
爱走不下去
i can't feel your love. i can't feel it.
讨厌这样的爱
别想我会让你伤害
我先甩掉你
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ahh.. talking abt clubbing.. while i was researching for my intro econs on night scene in Singapore, well, found many good places to go! haha.. didnt spore has so many 好地方at night. call me sua ku can. ha. well, after taking care of the $ part, i will make sure i visit these places once when i m freeeeeeee... *shit this is getting me all distracted* *no play, no...*
o, and another clubbish song from jolin chat. 《乖乖牌》also another catchy one. n i only realized i have the song in my comp after hearing it from the TVBS (free preview for one month with complements from cable. ha. having 3 Gb of songs or 53 hr of playing hrs on the laptop explains it all. haha.)
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yesterday celebrated jinsheng's bdae after the oracle talk. haha. damn paiseh for forgetting the lighter! =p. so it was a nice blackforest cake tt me and ric went to raffles city to buy, but without the candle light! hahaaa.. =p. ric settled his dinner with one small roasted chicken. damn sick la! -_-' i had my 8 piece sushi meal! yum yum. =)
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went to marina square today, cos i received a call tt i won some goodie bag on wed. haha.. went there. got my goodie bag, and came back with my eyebrows trimmed! haha. $5! quite a nice job done too. =p. ask me for the addresss.. promotion till march i think. haha.
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shit la. i need to talk more. and more. otherwise my part pts will be damn low. and a new strategy to score for bgs quiz. type in the lesson pts into the laptop and refer during test! haha.. besides the alternative of getting the qns from my other class frens k. this is more 'ethical' than ppl asking each other during the actual test itself, right under the prof's nose. mm. =p.
-sigh-
sch work is building up. i got... it's week 5 now.
1. stats mid term in week 7
2. intro econs project prelim round.
3. intro econs mid terms in week 9.
4. 1 twc case study to do
5. 1 bgs case study to do next week
6. 1 AS essay due in week 9
7. BGS presentation in week 14.
8. TWC presentation in week 10?
9. AS debate/presentation in week 13.
10. CT in the 2nd half! save me.
11. intro econs report due week 13.
12. bgs grp report week 14.
omggggg.
+ dragon boat training and possibly competition,
+ cco sponsorship help? (shit..inner groaning in pain)
+ getting really distracted all the time.
+ tuition.
mm.. izzit too much for me to bear, to take? i will only noe when i come to the end of the term.
somehow, i wished, i hadnt chosen smu. just tt psycho doing its job AGAIN. but no, i wldnt change for anything. not tt i can change. my dad will kill me.
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sickening. O, i need to buy a new calculator cos the calculator i had with me from sec1 died on me a few weeks back. mmmm... sadz..
it's hard to be positive when everything happening around me is tending on the negative side. mmm.
thinking too much? prob cant use it on me.. cos i hardly think. sometimes, impulse answers really gives a better ending, a better job done, (eg. i didnt send in my impulse ans for my quiz today and i got 19/20 -_-' i could have gotten full marks! darnnn!)
worry too much? ya. i have to agree with that. i worry too much, which makes me lose out alot of chances. worry to lose face, to lose respect(or was there any in the 1st place), to lose friends.. welll..
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glad to see that the people tt i noe are getting on well with life. haha. at least on the surface.
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wishes now,
1. for diya to win this sunday's competition! (to break the curse tt only guys can be champs for the singing competitions (taufik, hady, chen wei lian...) haha.
2. for a surprise on V day. but i doubt anything will happen laaa. =p.
3. for spore to win the ASEAN cup . haha.
4. for my acad stuff to be all well done. DONT PROCRASTINATE!!!!!!
5. to be able to drive my dad's car solo soon. SOOONNNNN
heee. tt's all so far. i m stonin le.
and izzit me, or i cant see my own blog due to some error? can anyone enlighten me?
this is really a long post. i shld stop blabbling nonsense. bet no 1 reads le. haha.
time for bed. it has been so cold these days. esp at storey 12, and the 北风keep blowing at night *brrrr* but cant be as cold as thailand. tt's for sure.hahahah.. =p. k la. enuff is enuff. byez.