ok.
been out of the virtual blogging world so long.
time to update.
.
well.
2nd july
cco outing was fun. but being the oldest there in the afternn, it seemed kinda of weird.
and my bowling skills went down the drain. bleah..
dinner was fun, and lots of niao-ing around. which creates the atmosphere too. hee..
but then,
it just had to end not exactly nicely.
well well
seemed like deja vu.
it happened before. =( prob the 2nd time in my life. or was it 3rd. bleah.
nvm. it's over liaoz.
just got me thinking lots again. in the -ve sense..
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7-july
and then.. it was buzzing around with ftb things, and training.
and then, post celebrations for the 2 jys with our usu k session at dynasty!
haha.. thanks to sk for the nice awfully chocolate cake. =D
then transformers.. well, quite touching story line. but then, guys cartoon still doesnt appeal to me much. thou the action were good.=)
and we did something spectacular today! haha..
omg. after thinking abt it, i cant believe we did that. hee, rite seah? *hint hint*
wonder how did it go in the end..=p..

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9-july
spent 3/4 of the day at obs campsite drilling the holes for the activity leaking barrel.omg. it was horrendous. like a DNT workshop in the open space. the 5 of us have to saw, drill, melt, buff to get the miraculous 70 holes on barrel. haha.. X 6 mind u.

10-july
had packing day ftb. was crazy. didnt finish at the targetted time, 4
had to leave early.
went to meet up the OIR ppl. nice ppl they r. friendly and all=D
and got to know tt china unis arent really fulfilling what i want, or rather how i wanted it to be. so guess not applying there.
CROZZ fingers. pls give me HK! =D
then was late for training. did the usual weights and assisted chins up. do until i want to die. bleah.

12-july
met up with richard to do the bidding. in the end, my internet chui. cant log on. so sian.. bidding with him MS and huihui, audit with no one in particular, fin and ma with cherie, ma with sihui...

and now, ftb run 1 is in 24hrs time! omg.
and so many things to do tml!
and lots of things in my mind now.! argh.

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and yes, i m kind of suffering a viscious cycle(aka 恶性循环） as well, as what seah calls it, and it trying to break out frm it. well well. the stage of frequent conversations, to declining ctc, to ignoring, and then to slowly pick up again when he cant find others to disturb. well. i dunnoe. it's not up to me to choose anyway, is it. bleah. making it hard for me to choose where to stand thou, it seems like there's 对立的场面。but wells, i dunnoe..

and yes, i believe my instincts are working for something real this time. (rmb i mentioned something lovely bubbling up? hee.. just waiting for it to surface lor..)
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tt was so random.
and yes, finally i got some 眉目for my exchange, like my directions and sorts. just need to get the form done. and submitted.bleah.
and bidding.. haha.. well, closing on friday. i hope i get all my bid 1 shot. =D
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suddenly, the idea of 借酒消愁doesnt seem tt bad after all.
wth. did i just type tt.
(ya i did)
haha.. siao liao. i haf really gone crazy.. bleah..

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really lots of things waiting for me to do, and clear and ya, do. and still pending email frm dexter regarding sports camp! pls come faster can.. wah kaozz...
STOP procrastinating!!!!

anyways, xyz ppl! if u see my sms, pls reply whether u r going for the cco bbq,and the peroformance in sept?
as for me, i might cycle down to the bbq pits to pop by frm my camp site, 8km back. haha..
performance wise, i dunnoe, tempted to shang, but i scared, commitments load too much for me. how how?

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my dad is like 楚霸王。 always expecting me to do the things he want. but did he ever think of my feelings? come on... BLEAH...
random random random.
argh.