the happy things..
1. Team SMU A won 1st in the open mens cat for jurong lake! woohoo~ congrats to them.
on the downside, even thou team B got last. but, it ignited everyone's fighting spirit for June race, which i guess, is the brighter lesson learnt out of losing :) good one guys!

2. My counsin Ivy got married today! at marina mandarin :) really really happy for her! heehee. nice taking photos with the relatives here and there.. but there were some cute hiccups along the way. nevertheless, it's a memorable wedding after all :)

3. it's ms ng jieying's 21st bdae! haha.. happy 21st! =D

4. seah's bdae was long past. 3rd june. but nevertheless, i shall wish u a belated one on my blog! happy belated bdae seah! =)

5. i m finally on an engagement for my internship! following out with the manager to bukit batok tml! ok.. the distance is abittt far. but i hope i learn alot there! =D (now rushing my project research and send to my fren! :S frekaing 1.49am in the morning. i shld be sleeping! :S)

the not-so-happy things..
6. 2 weeks to june race. i m quite scared. how? and freaking ppl are not coming for training. wth.
had only 6 gals for traininggg. walaoeh. *change to positive tone* -> we are training hard to pul the weight of others who did not come.!!!!!

7. i think.. it's time to let go of the past. and move on.. nth comes out of it. enough said. ahh. i will prob stay single for the rest of my life -_-

8. mmm... sports camp is super hectic now. and ppl are not cooperating. how how how?!

9. ok. many ppl reflected to me tt i snap back at them recently(and by coincidence, it's all guys..).. mmmmm... sorry if i offended any of u guys unwittedly...

10. i feel so bad that i m always asking ppl to do their job. :S but the hard part is tt i cant stand it when no ones does anything when the issue is quite obvious. like.. it's right infront of them.. and they still dunnoe how to take action. or maybe it's just pure blur-ness,unconscious, or dunnoe.. ahhhhhh. and going beyond my jurisdiction might end up letting me be hated -_- wth. hard to balanceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

the i-m-not-so-sure things..
11. ok. big qn of the day.. should i celebrate my 21st bdae?! mmmmmm....(ok la. i m lazy. esp when i will only be in spore like 1.5weeks before my actual bdae.. cos going penang for race..haha..wonder If if if anybody is kind enuff to help me organize?! *wishful thinking*)

12. can i be a good coxswain? haha. though laoshi has confidence to train me up, but, i dunoe. a coxswain job is super hard to handle. it's not easy ok. as many ppl sees it. and major issue our team has.. come aug.. all our trained coxswain are either 1. going for exchage, 2. graduating, 3. leaving the team! oh my........ !!