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Sunday, June 21, 2009

when commitment and effort does not translate to appreciation and results.
when commitment is being forgotten over talent.
when commitment gives no returns.
what will one think?

sounds depressing?

my biggest regret of my db chapter.
no medal to my name. no results.

IN LIFE. ONLY THE RESULTS MATTER. nth else.
no one will know how much pressure there is to be in a TEAM B position through out.
i didnt feel it until i went for the interview last week.
compare and comparisons.
aHHHHHHH f-ish-ing hell.

it sucks to be a jack of some trades, master of none.
my tears just came down while i was on the bus trip to sihui's house. i just couldnt help it.

i think i am just chui.
it's like dejavu.
CO was like tt.
DB is still coming to end like that.
ACCT is also like that.
what the hell.
I m just a born loser.
always never the first choice
never ever the winner
always playing 2nd fiddler.

I HATE MYSELF.PERIOD.

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